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can feel the rain in the air, pregnant and ready for a downpour, yet somewhat stagnant, don't know waiting for what, the lightning flashes reminding me of War of The Worlds
rainy days used to make me real happy, but now it just makes me feel sadder and sadder, stupid rising lumps in my throat, did i mention i dropped a 10kg weight on my fourth finger? now it's swollen, purple, dont know if i broke it, don't think so
she told me to give you a call, but i don't think so, perhaps in the past i would have, but now whenever my fingers hover over the dial button, i think of how you actually don't need me and don't want me there, i cringe and then press cancel, remembering how apt you are at averting your gaze, at insisting that you have more important things to attend to (opp cost) and other friends to be with. amongst many other things.
breakfast on mondays. sigh ):
fuzzy logic-;
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