20061031

i feel empty all of a sudden. c'mon, there ought to be more to it than this.


So last night i went to watch the opening night performance of Choral&Drama Nite 2006. Someone was fashionably late, or rather, right on time, depending on how one perceives. Anyway i was taken back by the turn-out this year, considering it was the opening night of the show. No usual overcrowding till the people had to pile on the stairs or stand in the circle seats. Lights were off-beat and someone broke a vase on stage. :/ hmm. when the lights were out, there was this sudden flashback of us scrambling about on stage. oh, the good memories. somewhat blurred but definitely not forgotten. something else that was missing last night, was the rah rah hyped up atmosphere. perhaps what was lacking is a catalyst to stoke the atmosphere. it was nice though, to go through the motion once again and relinquish the pent-up whatever. (feelings, emotions, stones (haha) )


As i was clearing my table earlier this morning, i came across the February 2006 issue of the National Geographic magazine. Featuring some love thing. Come borrow form me if you're interested! oh i remember i showed ying rong the front page and we both burst out laughing haha. this part is funny:


Levels of serotonin (<-- ?! i dont take bioooooooo!) in both the obsessives' blood and the lovers's blood were 40% lower than those in her normal subjects. Love and obsessive-compulsive disorder could have a similar chemical profile.
Translation: Love and Mental illness may be difficult to tell apart
Translation: Don't be a fool. Stay away.

fuzzy logic-;
11:06 AM